001

My hearts on over drive, as I drive over tonight. My lips are soft just like your hands on my hips, our kiss makes me smile.

002

Well this doesn't really matter but my minds been fucked up too, oh baby is it true all you think about is me?

003

she had warm summer eyes
that flickered like fireflies
when she stared at the world.

004

Well I'm not getting any younger and your not getting any smarter, so lets light this spliff and fall in love.

005

What would you attempt to do
if you knew you could not fail?

006

I fell for you and I keep falling into the darkness.

007

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.

008

It's plain to see the wind beneath the trees.
Flowing free, the summer breeze is sweet.
I lay in space choked by my own air.
I love the taste of your blackened lips.

009

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

010

Coming straight from off the water
Sunburned face and drunken father
Crying as she's carving in her flesh.

011

Baby are you ready cause it's getting close
Don't you feel the passion ready to explode?
What goes on between us no-one has to know
This is a private show.

012

An angel on his two knees
Arms s t r e t c h e d towards the red sea
Of violence and a sultry tongue
The scenic view of carnage
'Caused by the sword in his hands
The beauty resonates in birth.

013

All I know is that im feeling this party
And you can see Im so ready.

014

Do you know what you started?
I just came here to party
But now we're rocking on the dance floor, actin' naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand, chest to chest and now we're face to face.

015

your my angel
your the only sunshine in my life
feels like heaven when you take
me in your arms.

016

Can we try again to start
A new and lovely story that will
Shine a ray of light upon our hearts
And bring back long lost glory
Of how it used to be
Baby you and me
Convinced we were each others destiny.

Being over everything doesn't mean that you can forget
& that the memories are gone. It doesn't mean that your existence
didn't change me & your disappearance didn't destroy me

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess

i rip myself apart just so that you can't.

You dance around my head throughout the day; a want, a wish, a will,
to have my way & when I fumble over words you smile,
you`ll kiss my cheek & say, "I like your style"

So come to bed it's getting late,
There's no more time for us to waste.
Remember how my body tastes,
You feel your heart begin to race.

But these are the days we dream about
when the sunlight paints us gold and this apartment
could not be prettier as when we danced up there alone,
this TV is old, the color is fucked, do you see the
difference in shades? But the green is still close
to green, my love. And I believe we are the
same, and we'll stay like this, all gold and green.

I'm shivering as the truth is settling. I'm sure tomorrow has nothing to do with you.
I knew someday you'd find someone else like this.
But before you go could you just leave me one more kiss

thought about the tears you cried &the miles that you drive.
Just for me, just to see if I'm alive &breathing.
So far, so good, so what happens to us now?
Something about the way you looked at
me tonight makes me wonder what is going on.
Will it be this way tomorrow?


Shape someone else now, mold someone new.
Take someone else down, your heart-shaped hallway too


&I remember your favorite lines,
saying "y o u n e e d s o m e s p a c e."
& I stood &let you go,
but I was too in love with you to leave.
&You were too in love with having someone,
someone you could form to fit your needs

All this time we finally know each other
Now that I've been leaning on your shoulder
I can tell you baby that
You're right, when you're right
You're wrong, when you're wrong
And I can be weak 'cause I know you'll be strong

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever

Through arteries untold, your skin is pale, my body's cold
Way down, deep down in my lungs
I can hear our sweet decay

Everyone and everything feels like it slips away

Wake me up from this nightmare
Wake me up, I know I am drowning in the blood from a pitch black heart
Cut my throat
Spill my blood
Cut my throat
Spill my blood
Pitch black heart

I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.

Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die

Walk slowly towards the light.
She's calling and I'm falling down.
She's crying and I am lying about last night.
She can't find a way to tell me and I can't find the air.

Exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies,
Replace this dull life with you.
I Know it's tomorrow,
She's waiting for something to feel alive.

Just wake me when it's over,
When the curtains raise,
It's time to move on.
Exit now, credits rolling,
The girl who stole my heart.
The one that got away...

We're falling faster
This is the last year
Just a few more hours
Until we are all alone
This never happens
Changing with fashion
Just a few more hours
Until we are unknown

I just wanted you to know
I think about you every night
When I fall asleep
You are in my dreams
And just like in a movie
The one you want to see
With a happy ending

I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight
You are my first dissection spilling my insides
Let's write our names with the blood that's in our cheeks
So it won't wash away if I don't come home for weeks

I knew I should have never offered you the world
The nights are full of faces you're the only girl
Turn my world from disaster
Make my heart start beating faster
Ask the question, here's the answer
I need you now and I can't stand this

Let's try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
A small upstairs apartment
Driving through the darkness to get back home
Before they knew you were even gone

I miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma
The days drag on like marathons running with bare feet
And when I feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you in the dress you wore four weeks ago

I know it hurts to feel so all alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know

so if i'm a bitch, youre a whore & i'd rather be known for what i do then who i screw.

good girls blush during naughty scenes in the movies. bad girls smile cuz we know we can do better.

here's the truth about the truth, it hurts so we lie.

once i thought i was a slut but then i realized i was just acting like a man.

youve given me reasons to smile, good times to laugh about, but most of all; youve given me memories i could never forget.

i wish my mom would've told me the truth about people, just like she did about scary movies "dont worry honey, theyre all fake."

i'm sorry that i fucked up & im sorry that sorry isn't enough.

it's funny that the people that hurt you the most are the people who promised you they never would.

i love to sleep. my life has this tendency to fall a p a r t when im awake.

i could tell everyone how depressed i am, let them listen to my problems, put sad away messages up & cry to everyone. but somehow, telling them i'm fine is so much easier than explaining it all.

before you say you h a t e someone, think. if they died, would you c a r e?